Sunday, February 22, 2009
Evil desires sweet harmony of nightmares and deep ugly feeling that shine appart the envy of lust and blood curse which full fill my dream of life. Destruction thinking so deeply and devilish i am afraid of my thoughts my land of hate and cursed evil mind dangerous and peacefull tormented by the feeling of death. take me away take me in take me out dont look at me let me stay let me be here let me be let me... dont toutch me now dont toutch me dont... let me drown in my blood my arms cuted my heart bleeds my mind stoped and blowen up those... danger. be safe, be near, be appart, be away, just be...and stay....look at me now, i want u here see me bleedind till death comes inside me till death sweet death full of darkness of dreams and light... look at my eyes look at...me. toutch my soul with ur envy words... let me be here...stare. let me stay...aware. let me be and let me get in...now i am ready...now i am....now i will go... stay here...look...stop me for breathing... stop!!! just stay and stare, just look at me, just be aware, carefully, just be here....
Now i am
now i am
in my blood...gold of life
i am going
here with no me
here with my soul that is bleeding for ur lust
for ur desire
for ur darkness, ur luv, ur you
dont be scare
dont run away
but...you know... i'll be with u for ever, cos blood join us, cos blood is life, cos blood joined us like a curse that never tear us appart...
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Screams loud and no one can hear the undead souls are awaken from the dawn hearts bleeding and dreaming of false love love screams louder than hell fuckin hell where we belong Strange feeling goes trought my veins and float inside of my mind strange scream that can be no heared dark scream in silence of darkness and hopeless blowen ur evilness with lust and fury and passion and fear. Blood join us in one deep soul one dark energy fire burned somewhere lost in the gates of nightmares my nightmares fullfilled and drowned dreams of beeing awake without u i hold u in my thoughts let u fall in my cuted arms hurted by me by someone beware of me by the spirit of somewhere floating in blood our origin our misery our gold of life then i scream again and u can't listen then i cry the tears of devils and u yes u now see me through my eyes and through my soul cos the moon is to high tonight and i can't get no where out of here out of something meaningless hate u with all my fury hate u with all my darkest luv hate u cos ur not mine and u here inside of.....me!