_sUiCiDe oF ThE sOuL_

Lost in a word of SADNESS
Looking for your touch
Hug Smile Love
Lost for ever in DARKNESS

Bring me to life again
Help me change this feeling of
RAGE helpfull strangeness that
surrenders me appart everything i touch

Lost all that i lost
is know leading me to ANGER
anger wich consomes me
consomes my beeing in totality
nothing's left
nothing's left to love
nothiing's all i am
nothing'g what i became

Born in FIRE
Born in light
living in DANGER
the limit
of this darkness life

Suicide, can i SUICIDE my dreams
cos nothing's gone change
for know
nothing...

Lost in NIGHTMARE
lost in the black ocean of mud
I'm drowning
now.......
Can't sleep no longer
can't smile with lightness
can't laught undecover
taking of the mask
i can't no longer persist
i can't move forward
i can't move
Let me stand in here
i'll fly when i have wings to fly
over this

Don't say nothing
don't think
don't jugde
don't be scare of all of this
i don't wanna to scare - or maybe - i want
wanna know why?
Cos i can't support u beside me
i can't stay
i can't be
i can't
I....
need big plastic arms surrounding me
my heart my spirit my beeing
I.....
I know that i can't support that
i'll run away for all kind of
love feelings....
This is my CURSE
this is my worst FEAR
this is my MADNESS taken for so long
this is my
all my....
this is my nightmare and dream
put together like twin brothers who can't separate
I
i know..... i'm running away
i'll be keeping running away
and when i can't stand no more
I'll FALL DOWN
in the cold floor of HATE
and leaving death takes me away
from here
My madness
I can't surrender now
This is my fuckin curse
LOST
Drowning
Counting starts now ..........10...........9...............8...........
drowning ................. 7.......................6.......................5.............
i can't breathe no more ...............4 ....................... 3....................
sweet darkness ....................2................
TAKE A LAST LOOK...............
1................................GONE!

_Sweet Madness_

Dear madness i'm listening ur scream calling my name.. rediscovering my insanity found somewhere in this full hell living... I blame blame myself for this uncovering fear that supports me everyday i wake up and listen ur name that sounds me apart.. so sweet integrity and lost the word.. so deep dark love and no shame at all.. i listen ur scream madness of my dream.. come on.. take a look inside of me come on try to discover what feeling i'm talking to come on dear madness i'm sad for u.. don't be shy dont take ur time to fly... run away know from me... dear darkness join us in this hell of a play that sucks and at the same time... bleeds for more. Come with me don't left me alone come with me lets blow of all the worst nigthmares of this damn world come... join madness of fear madness of liars madness of weak madness of all of u that are closed in ur tiny little miserable world that u think is big and shinny.. Join... come play..
with me!

Enjoy,
Nok@s

Nihil

Mão encarcerada que me cerca
e me envolve como um lustre no chão
decadente e vão... frio
arquétipo de ilusão!

Sangue... esse que te corre nas veias
Explosão!!
Imersa em cadeias de vimes em putrefacção
naufragas sem paixão como ninguém
ninguém.. te pode acudir agora
ninguém te olhará assim
ninguém passará aqui
contigo sozinho sem mim...

Mão... quente e gélida que se queda
no sonho que outrora foi teu...
Mão que se aproxima e quebra
que não pode mais sobreviver sem ti...

O sangue.... esse que se esvai como água pelo cano
O mito... esse que fugiu de ti como diabo encarcerado no céu
O sonho... pesadelo, abismo, explosão...

Não és nada
és tudo o que foste
Não és nada
és apenas a mão que morreu agarrada à vida
essa desnaturada que te tolhe
a cada dia que passa
e grita o teu nome...

Não és nada... mão morta caída nas fontes da esperança
Não és nada... sangue frio escorrendo pelas escadas da ignorância

Não és nada
és apenas a mão que morreu agarrada à vida
essa desnaturada que te tolhe
a cada dia que passa
e grita o teu nome...